What If…?

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What if I were BLACK?
Not smooth, rich black, grinning black,
but coarse BLACK,
abrasive and obscene BLACK.
The make you cringe type of BLACK,
Would we be friends…?

What if I were HIV+?
Not victimized, poor thing, HIV+
but “brought it upon himself” HIV+.
Messed around, sexed around, slept around HIV+,
Would we be friends…?

What if I were CRIPPLED?
not faulty machines, accident crippled,
but broke the law, had my ass clipped CRIPPLED.
CRIPPLED due to disobedience,
Would we be friends…?

What if I were DULL?
Not shy, stay by myself dull,
but a sad DULL, no jokes or dramatic anecdotes DULL.
DULL u scurry to escape from as it draws near,
Would we be friends…?

What if I were GAY?
Not happy, suave, well groomed gay,
but angry GAY, loud, defensive GAY.
Pelvic bone in your eye shoving GAY,
desire the smooth finish of women’s clothing GAY,
Would we be friends…?

What if I were an ATHEIST?
Not agnostic, flat out ATHEIST,
call you foolish for believing ATHEIST,
regard as ramblings, eternal soul ATHEIST,
Would we be friends…?

Life MAY NOT take me down this road,
so perhaps what I should ponder is,
WHY are we Friends…?

Blog shopping…

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I’ve always been indecisive, never found it easy to decide on what to wear, what to eat, what movie to watch, there was even an instance where I struggled to decide which stall to use in a public restroom…:S Basically, it nuh easy fi mek up mi mind.

With that being said, I’ve been trying to find the right site to open a blog spot, guess u could say I’m blog shopping… friends, it isn’t easy at all. I’m looking for a myriad of things including colourful themes, easy set up and easy access for U my followers who have time to sit and read my little insignificant rantings (this is the point u disagree and say, “No Alwill, your thoughts r needed in our life”) 😀

I think I’m gonna settle here for a while, set up a tent, start a fire maybe and read a book…we will c how it goes, because I may change my mind soon and that R the truth….